Saturday, January 17, 2009

Growing Up...

The other day i saw some school boys standing near the end of a lane,not just any lane but a lane which is very close to my heart...the lane in which i traveled for the most beautiful years of my life.
After attending tuition my school friends and me had this habit (which was extremely irritating to the neighbors) of standing near the end of the very lane which i mentioned above.We used to have round table conferences here...even though it was next to a big rubbish bin.not caring,we used to chat here for hours.and after 6 years i see some kids doing the same thing..
Not even in my wildest dreams had i dreamt that i would ever grow up.I mean i never thought that i would ever have to think or act in a grown up way.a childish thought certainly but it was weird to think that one day i would be going to college,weird to think that the people who were so close to your heart will have to leave you.I always thought that everybody whom i liked or who were near to me would never,never leave me.In those times i had this beautiful little small world of my own where i dreamt,lived and thought that things would never change.Life was beautiful,easy,no tensions,only a fun filled blue sky!
It's not that life is not beautiful now.It's not great.kinda sucks sometimes.But remembering the past and practically going down through the memory lane is fun.Gives you a feeling of being a grown up individual.Could be frustrating sometimes but this is what is life people say.Atleast we have got blogs where we can write crappy stuff to empty the mind which is full of some more crappy stuff!